great now i have another painfull disease im thrilled, not

so guys on monday they diagnosed me with fibromyalgia at the cleveland clinic, yeah just what i need another painfull chronic illness, so im pretty much posuitive if there is a god he definatly hates me. so heres the scoop on my failing human body,
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/fibromyalgia/DS00079/DSECTION=tests-and-diagnosis

so hey guys, so went to the cleveland clinic on monday, they say i have fibromyalgia ?who else has it? what feedback, advice and info can you say abotu thsi disease and how to manage it? the rhematoligist in cleveland said that its veyr unusual for crohns arthritis to still swell and be active,when the crohns is in remmission, (lucky me im always the exception) so she said its must be ra even if i dotn have the rh factor or whaever its called, its the genetic marker in yoru blood they test for ra,i dont have it but still apparently have ra, lucky me , not, so shes going to move my remicaide up to 5 weeks and writ ea letter to my gi saying to do a higher dose sinc eyou can legally only have one dr perscribe remicaide and she sai dif he doesn t want to deal with perscribing my med then he s...

houdl transfer the scriopt over to her , whatever so then she says she doesnt knwo why hes perscribing me salumedryl when your not suppose dto perscribe it to someone who has osteopenia?? due to the increased risk for osteoporosis, i told he rcuz he said its supposed to prevent an allergic reactiona dn prevent me from developing antibiodies, and she said that theory was debunked or whatever 10 yrs ago so the fuckers behind in his perscribing info by ten yrs! and iv ebeen takign salumedryl for no reason for ove r ayr! she said she wants me off the salumedryl immediatly and to see a fibromyalgia specialist and
go on cymbalta
 so due to all the paperwork ect i still cant get my remicaid etill mnday so i cant walk and can barely use the damn crutches cuz my elbows are swollen so uim pretty much craw;ling aorudn the hosue today, my elbow is huge, my knee is im talking the size of a damn slightly deflated basketball, my ankles swolen to the size of a damn softball and like eveyr bone in my foot looks hugely swollen and m,y back is hurting liek a mfer and im moody and really need some encouragement cuz ive bout ha dit with these damn drs and all thsi damn pain i dont knwo what i did in a past life to deserve this much pain guys . i really dont i must have beenn a shitty person in my past life to have karma deliver me this much pain, cuz im a good person in this life and have alreayd had a pretty shitty life up to now so id think id be ready for a fuckign breack from suffeirng for a while but apparently god fuckin hates me cuz now that my crohsn is gone i stillg ott abe in painf rom thes eothe rtwo damn diseases and iv eha dit sorry thats alot of ranting guys hugs to you all and tyhankx for being there for me to vent too cuz im in a reallyl pissy moood todaY AND IN ALOT OF PAIN